dreams

i'm sure that people can remember their dreams... in fact i know of a lot of people who do. and unless mine are really friggen insane (which for me you'd think isn't saying much but there's normal insane and really friggen insane) i hardly remember them. i'm more left with a feeling... bits and pieces that fade away into nothingness...and it's not always the strange-bad feeling ones that are like that. more often then not it's the happy ones, the ones where i wake up feeling content, feeling loved that i wake up, knowing who was in it...but not knowing what was going on...not knowing what happened...


you know those deja vu moments... i've touched on this before and i probably will again, but you get those moments when you know you've seen this happen before.. be it some strange occurance at your job, or someplace else... some place that's familiar but the actions aren't... and you have to wonder if its your imagination or if you really dreamt about it..


then there's the feeling of deja vu when you don't know where you are.. when you walk into a place, and you just feel like you've been there before... you feel like everything is going to be alright because you are there... and maybe you've glimpsed bits of it in pictures... maybe you've seen new floors that were put in, that someone was proud of so they had to show off..maybe you saw a new kitchen... or just new applicances... new hardware...etc...but you've not seen the full picture, the rest of the space is foriegn to you...and yet you feel as if you've always been there... there's a sense of peace, of purpose... of home.

i've been in a few places like that. a place that, once i walked in, everything just melted away...all the stress that you've been holding onto just melts away or takes a back seat for a time... i've been in places that, for a few hours, it feels like home, some places that you feel comfortable in, even if you merely just stepped foot into it...

those places that youknow the walls...the floors... you know how the house feels and breathes...and the people within it...

home.